NOTHING:

its where im floating nd crying all at the same-time.  where hes not staring nd all i can do is fall hard!  sitting vs. standing is like love vs. life; so increadibly different yet so much alike.  again i am soaring, flipping, turning, up, down, down, AND DOWN.  its a song w/ out a ryhm, its a heart w/ out a soul, its such an Epiphany that it scares the hell out of me!!!  i look around nd c nothing...its all just nothing...im just nothing

DREAM-BOY:

a look thats not even a look, burning my face as if it were heat vision.  a glimpse of gold sparks up my mind, as if i was in love or sumthing.  all i can do is ignore his eyes, 4 the sake of my dignity, the eyes that mesmorize my soul.  making him invinsable...y wont he just stop haunting my dreams...a mystery kiss is wat i am left charishing after our encounter w/ one-another.  feelings stur in my body like fucked up guys on SPEED w/ ADD.  its nothing, just a dream, i stupid dream of him, agan i am left stripped of pleasure nd the sweet essance of excitement....... 

NETHER-YEARS:

flying, sitting, crying

falling, standing, dieing

seeing melted dreams deminish b4 my eyes makes me wanna scream even louder than nether-years.  only such a site of love nd passion can burn so tenderly in2 my eyes, lips nd heart.  can my fear of pain b a curse based upon an obsession, or is it just a faze of lite cascading toward my past...

flying, sitting, crying

falling, standing, dieing

hello all u ppl out there!  i am curently bored nd feel like shit, yaya!  yesterday my bfflad (nikki) was told by her mom that she cudnt hang out w/ me n e more just bcuz i died her hair the night b4!  extreme much?!  well its x-mas break nd im doing absolutely nothing. w/e...